First Things First

I’m not sure if what I’ve poured all of my hard work and effort into will actually lead me to the path I want to walk in life.

A place to write out my 3am thoughts, deepest desires, and wishful thinking

On the internet of all places

Where things you think you own and have control over

Are there for all the world to see

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All You Had To Do Was _________

When you don’t save your work

and the error message pops up asking if you choose to leave or stay

I wish you would choose to stay

Because choosing to leave would mean that you bring about irreversible change

That you undid hard work and rendered previous actions meaningless

That you took a step forward without looking back

That there is such thing as “too late”

But then again

If you never chose to leave where you were before

and all of its comforts and lack of heartache

and willingly stepped into the unknown,

you would have never reached where you are today.

And so we stand




The world says:

You have unsaved changes. Are you sure you want to leave this page?


New friends always brighten my day 🙂

Holy f man are you PURPOSELY trying to test my patience?

You actually expect me to care when I’ve carried the group for so long…

Hang the DJ (Black Mirror)

Her: “But how do you know they’re perfect matches?

I mean, what if all it’s actually doing is gradually wearing us down,

putting us in one relationship after another

for random durations in a random sequence?

Each time you get a bit more pliable, a bit more broken,

until eventually it coughs up

the final offering and says that’s the one.

And by that point you are so defeated and so exhausted

that you just accept it, you settle.

And then you have to live the rest of your life

convincing yourself you didn’t.”

Him: “Well done. That’s one of the most bleakest things I’ve ever heard.”


This is life and love and all relationships at the same time.


Dreams Do Come True

You have to be lying if you say that you don’t make any wishes during the Disneyland fireworks.

I can f-ing do it

Who am I to say that I can’t?


A birthday dinner


Good boba

Heartfelt reunions with old friends

Solid music

A perfect night out


Windows Down

Playlist On

Golden Hour

Nothing but the road between me and my destination

Rest in Peace

“We have this one life to appreciate the grand design of the universe, and for that I am extremely grateful.”

-Stephen Hawking


“You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge.

Apologize for mistakes. Apologize for unintentionally hurting someone – profusely.
But don’t apologize for being who you are.”

-Danielle Laporte

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